No Apologies
My brother went home today from visiting us here in Manila, a visit that has spawned a lot of conflicts and controversies. Apparently it signified that he was taking sides, our side. There is some truth to it, we have the same views in life and the same resolve to preserve our mother's legacy.
Things have been said these past couple of days. Things that would forever be etched in our family's history, and would set a great divide between us all. I myself am not ready to forgive my other brother, for his harsh words and stubborn soul. He now resides on the other side of that great divide. What he said, ends all my bonds from him. I no longer feel that he is my brother. Like I said, with all finality, I feel like I have lost a brother and a sister in this episode in my life.
I don't know if I could ever forgive them. Perhaps when I find the reason why I have to apologize for my successes in life, that will be the day.
Things have been said these past couple of days. Things that would forever be etched in our family's history, and would set a great divide between us all. I myself am not ready to forgive my other brother, for his harsh words and stubborn soul. He now resides on the other side of that great divide. What he said, ends all my bonds from him. I no longer feel that he is my brother. Like I said, with all finality, I feel like I have lost a brother and a sister in this episode in my life.
I don't know if I could ever forgive them. Perhaps when I find the reason why I have to apologize for my successes in life, that will be the day.
posted by JA | 11:21 PM
1 Comments:
It is sad to know that in this episode of your life,instead of helping each other to solve your conflicts, nagkawatak-watak pa. Ang lungkot isipin pero sino ba din may gusto na magkawatak-watak kayo pero may mga taong na hindi naman natututo sa buhay...haaaayy...tao nga naman.
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