Low Day
Its wierd but, right now I feel like I'm stuck, suffocating in something intangible. I feel like I'm trapped here, and I can't do anything about it... and worse, it feels as if I placed myself in this situation, in this void of a life.
I need to reflect on this. Whatever is causing me to feel this way needs to be resolved quick. I feel like I'm going to breakdown soon.
It's like I'm drowning and nobody's here to help me. No one to reach out to...
It's one of those low days again (guys help!), the worst one I've had in a long time.
I need to reflect on this. Whatever is causing me to feel this way needs to be resolved quick. I feel like I'm going to breakdown soon.
It's like I'm drowning and nobody's here to help me. No one to reach out to...
It's one of those low days again (guys help!), the worst one I've had in a long time.
posted by JA | 6:35 AM
5 Comments:
at the end of the day, you can ONLY have yourself to help you... be independent in about every aspect... even when you have emotional lows... try not to depend on others... :D
by the way, i don't like the black theme...
That's just it. I've been depending on myself for the longest time that at some point recently I suddenly got tired.
Recently I feel like I've just been saying the wrong things to people, making me feel alienated and have those delayed reaction of embarrassment and the like.
But I'm ready to rebound anytime soon. I always do.
About the theme, I'd tell you to deal with it... but I'm liking it less and less. So we'll see...
Proverbs 3:5-6 (my favorite verse)
"Trust the Lord with all of your heart, and lean not on your understanding. In all your ways, acknowledge Him and He will make straight your path"
That's so sad, Kuya...no man is an island...I want to contradict with what jepoy said here. Getting dependent to yourself could be so boring. Just pray to God and He will help you.
I don't want to sound brutal... but what jeff said, they are what I have lived by for the longest time. "We live alone, we die alone", to a degree of course, I used to say. I think I just needed someone to remind me about that.
But I also believe that we live on this earth to experience sensations, emotions... and we need others to do that. My life has always been a balancing act between succumbing to my emotional self and surviving, you know.
Talaga naman! Leave it to Ms. Kareen to break a very serious thread. Huwag ka mag-alala, papakiyaw ako ng dyip para ihatid kayo lahat dito, o di ba joyride!
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