Midnight Anxiety: Aimless

My most unwanted feeling is uncertainty.

Maybe this is the feeling of purgatory, where your soul is supposed to wander aimlessly into nothingness. I am like riding in a boat with no sail, no paddle... lost in a sea of nameless faces, detached acquaintances, superficial friendships.

This is the ripple effect of yesterday's reflections. What have I been doing these past few years? Basking in untested friendships, bonds I never bothered to validate, but its too late to do that now.

I need to reign myself to resist succumbing to these feelings of loneliness, of sadness.