Midnight

Just my melancholic, cheesey, and mostly wacky thoughts. More importantly, what my set of witty, overly opinionated friends think about them.

Name: JA

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The Johari Window was invented by Joseph Luft and Harrington Ingham in the 1950s as a model for mapping personality awareness.

Arena

(known to self and others)

complex, intelligent, observant

Blind Spot

(known only to others)

adaptable, clever, giving, idealistic, independent, knowledgeable, logical, mature, self-assertive, sentimental

Façade

(known only to self)

friendly, reflective

Unknown

(known to nobody)

able, accepting, bold, brave, calm, caring, cheerful, confident, dependable, dignified, energetic, extroverted, happy, helpful, ingenious, introverted, kind, loving, modest, nervous, organised, patient, powerful, proud, quiet, relaxed, religious, responsive, searching, self-conscious, sensible, shy, silly, spontaneous, sympathetic, tense, trustworthy, warm, wise, witty

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Monday, January 16, 2006

On My Own Now

A very good friend of mine is leaving for the States soon. This friend is very special to me, because I can truly be myself with him. He has genuinely become my best friend through the years. And now that he is going away, I am wondering if I could ever find someone with whom I can be completely transparent. I wish him good luck. I also wish the same luck for myself, in my search for that somebody to compensate for his absence.

My family life has been tough. There is still no reconciliation on either side of the Great Divide, nor any contact. Aticulating my feelings about this would only fuel the fire of anger I have within me.

Alone and without the hope of help on the horizon, it almost breaks my spirit to be within these struggles.