Midnight Anxiety: Weak Moments

Trapped in a weak moment, that is where I am now.

I just can't help but shed tears because I greatly miss my mother right now. I am feeling gloomy this sunday evening, not wanting to go to work tomorrow. If she was here, I would have someone to help me sort out these feelings. This is just one of the voids in my life that nobody has filled in her absence. I know I have some friends, brothers and sister to talk to, but it's not really the same.

Work has been hellish. I think this is the clincher of it all. I'm gonna work it out so that I am well-prepared to leave the Firm before the year ends. Then maybe I can take a few months off and spend it in Davao, to see if I can settle for a job there. That's one option I'll look into.

I have always been one to listen to my parents' guiding voice. Amidst all the independence I've had through the years, part of me is lost without them.

The Art of Saying No

Oh Goddess! If there is such a thing, please help me learn it!

Saying no to my boss has always been a problem for me. At the latest, this weakness of mine has caused me to pack my stuff and move to Cybergate on the 3rd of July.

Where is Cybergate? I think that is the point of all my anxiety. Where the hell is Cybergate?! Because I have an inability to say no to my boss, I am now moving to work at some tackily named building in Mandaluyong City. Of course Cybergate is going to be outside Makati City, I think they have laws against naming anything Cybergate there.

It is only going to be a month though. Afterwards I'm going to be shipped to Denmark again.

This company is really to putting a damper on my already waning social life.