Midnight

Just my melancholic, cheesey, and mostly wacky thoughts. More importantly, what my set of witty, overly opinionated friends think about them.

Name: JA

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friendly, reflective

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Sunday, June 11, 2006

Flood of Realizations

Waking up today to a rainy day, then having to deal with a fixer-upper of a house in the middle of it just gave me that jolt of reality that was long overdue. For weeks and months on end, I've been feeling like I was living outside my own existence. Maybe I was protecting myself subconsciously, amidst all the problems and heartaches that have bombarded me since my mother died.

If I could not own up to my own existence, I believe that I could never really move on. I could never really forgive. I could never really love.

These realizations might just be the first step to regaining all that again.