Midnight

Just my melancholic, cheesey, and mostly wacky thoughts. More importantly, what my set of witty, overly opinionated friends think about them.

Name: JA

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complex, intelligent, observant

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adaptable, clever, giving, idealistic, independent, knowledgeable, logical, mature, self-assertive, sentimental

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friendly, reflective

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able, accepting, bold, brave, calm, caring, cheerful, confident, dependable, dignified, energetic, extroverted, happy, helpful, ingenious, introverted, kind, loving, modest, nervous, organised, patient, powerful, proud, quiet, relaxed, religious, responsive, searching, self-conscious, sensible, shy, silly, spontaneous, sympathetic, tense, trustworthy, warm, wise, witty

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Tuesday, August 16, 2005

Midnight Anxiety: Losing Wind

There comes a point where Self-motivation just doesn't cut it anymore. Such is the problem when the drive just emanates only from within... you eventually exhaust it.

The finality of the decision that I will not be promoted has come to pass... and just like every other career-oriented individual, I am left drained and de-motivated. I am at a crossroads again, I realized, to continue on this path or to change lanes and move on. I am not sure if I still want to recapture that feeling of contentment I had earlier this year. I just want the days to run like the wind, so I can finally be home.